By David DeFusco
When Ronee Goldmanâs father was diagnosed with glioblastoma, an aggressive stage-four brain cancer, everything in her life suddenly shiftedâher priorities, her sense of purpose and the career path she had long planned. At the time, she was on the fast track to a legal careerâhaving taken the LSAT, gained acceptance to law schools and secured a job at a law firm. But as she watched her father confronting his illness and witnessed the care he received from medical professionals, she realized her true calling wasnât in the courtroomâit was at the bedside, helping patients like her father.
âMy familyâs very close-knit,â said Goldman, a 2024 graduate of the Katz Schoolâs M.S. in Physician Assistant Studies. âDuring that experience, I wanted to find more meaning in what I was doing. I wanted to help people more. Law is wonderful but I felt that in medicine, Iâd make a bigger difference.â
During her surgical rotation at Bellevue Hospital, one patient with metastatic endometrial cancer, nearing the end of her life, left a lasting impression on her. The woman arrived in the emergency room with a painfully distended abdomen, and Goldman assisted in performing a paracentesis, draining several liters of blood to relieve her discomfort. As the patient was moved to palliative care, Goldman remembered her fatherâs illness, ensuring that the womanâs family was brought to her bedside so they could share her final moments together.
âI had a very special place in my heart for this family,â said Goldman. âI remember holding my Dadâs hand close to his heart when he was afraid. I felt his heart racing, and I told him in Hebrew, âAbba, I know you donât like that weâre going to the hospital, but weâre going to take good care of you. Weâll make sure you have no more pain.â Thatâs what I kept telling him because thatâs the only thing you can promise someone in that situation. Only then did I feel his heart rate go down.â
For Goldman, the surgical rotation at Bellevue was especially transformative. In one procedure, she carefully held a patientâs liver and surrounding organs to give the surgeon clear access to the surgical site. In another, she skillfully maneuvered a thoracoscopeâa flexible tube equipped with a light and tiny cameraâinside a patientâs chest, ensuring the surgeon had a clear view of the area. Later, during her OB/GYN rotation, she assisted in removing metastatic endometrial cancer tumors from a patientâs intestines, further deepening her passion for surgery and patient care.
âI did all the pre-op, and when I walked into the operating room for the first time, I was nervous. You learn about what not to do, what not to touch,â she said. âThen the surgeon turned to me and said, âYouâre going to be my first assistant today. Donât worry, you got this. Letâs go.ââ
Of the 10 five-week clinical rotations Goldman completed as a student, her most meaningful experience was in breast surgery at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Centerâthe same hospital where her father had received treatment.
âFor me, it was like coming full circle, going back to the place where he passed away,â she said. âI have such a great appreciation for the PAs, the doctors and the nurses who took care of my father. It makes me want to be a better person, a better PA.â
As class president of her PA cohort, Goldman spoke at the programâs completion ceremony, sharing how her experience with loss had shaped her perspective and fueled her determination to heal and advocate for others.
âAs we stand on the threshold of our careers, we must also take a moment to recognize the incredible responsibility weâre about to carry forward,â she said. âThe role of physician assistant is woven into the fabric of patient care. We are the listeners, the advocates and the compassionate hands guiding patients through their most vulnerable moments. It is a unique privilege and responsibilityâone we donât take lightly.â